Sunday, July 8, 2007

feels good to be back !!

Wow !! Its been almost 2mths since i have been away from everyone.



First of, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A BIG VOTE OF THANKS TO ALL OF YOU THAT SENT THEIR LOVE, ADVICE, PRAYERS AND CONCERN. I wont start to mention names but y'all know who u are. And for those that contacted me personally, thanks can never be enough. And most importantly I would like to thank my Father up in heaven for the gift of life and for being my pillar of strenght. what award did i win again??



I really felt guilty for leaving like that again. I know some may have even given up on my blog. i think even I gave up on myself. I can only ask that y'all bear with me. Oh, not becos i have issues but we all get tired and lazy sometimes. But this my own laziness get one kind sha:)



Anyways, I am still very married. I have gotten somekind, n i say somekind of closure form my last episodes. Abeg I am not the only one alive so the devil better watch himseff and stay on vacation permenantley. Well that is my prayer n I am sticking with it.



If i say i haven't lost the urge to blog i would definatley be lying.

Also i kinda got tired of always blogging abt some craziness or the other. But then if I don't do my rants and ravings here where else will I do it. I figure it is better here than me bottling it all up sha.



So i will try to work on keeping it clean and happy. So happy thots happy thots (thats me meditating).



If i occasionally start my wahala stories, bear with me abeg. Thats just life dishing its usual and besides ain't drama good read anyways?



So on the up side, the girls are doing so well in school. Extremely well adjusted. Infact they get upset when we come pick them up. Especially olivia. She practically slams down whatever she is holding n grudgingly picks up her things. It can't mean nothing but she is happy where she is right?

work is great. but not without its drama. i know already right? what do u expect when u work with women. ok i must make a diclaimer before saying this but especially when they r all white. i fell like i constantly have to watch my back and cover my ass. i think they feel threatened by me. some of them i don't even understand .especially one who constantly compars herself to me n is kinda jealous cos i am new n i have neem given quite a load of responsibility. she has been there longer but the thing is hello, u only have a certificate n i bagged the degree! she practically sulks all day but i just ignore here n do my work. After all thats what iam there for. maybe i will psot abt work next blog. this was supposed to be a quick update not another rant session. i have already started with drama. at least i tried it wasn't in the ist nor 2nd paragraph:)
I like what i do so far so thats the most important part actually not the paycheck at the end of the week is the good part.

All my weddings went well. The girls where actually in two. all out of town. so a goos portion of my checks has been going into weddings n things. i am swearing off weddings for the rest of the year. even though i still have two more but i may have to just shenk them cos they r both in naija. my hubby will just kill me. i really went overboard with the last two weddings. hmm that sounds like another happy post for another day. i would have put up picks but i am sure u all understand my trying to keep my identity well under wraps. i give u'all a pretty good amt of inof abt me that i would never reveal to anyone else so just enjoy the priviledge.


hmm what else? well this was just mean to be an update so i will keep it simple and sweet.

so here share a toast with me. to happy new beginings and endings. here here. my glass of greygoose and cranberry is getting empty. so gotta go refill.